Maybe my heart's just lonely.

For a moment I quit.
Sick and tired, tired and sick.
"CAT SCAN.
blood.
fluid.
mass.
dizziness.
faint.
white cell count.
blood pressure.
quit smoking.
stress.
unsure.
strange.
foreign."
Just a few words I've been hearing a lot this past month.
With all the doctors and all the questions and unfamiliar words.
I want to write about someone that isn't me.